In D-nial

D and I sat beside each other at the newly opened Establishment. We just got introduced that night so I knew we’ll just be making polite small talk most of the night until we get distracted by other shiny sparkly people standing and posing around us.

At first, he excused himself for being anti-social while he answered a few sms’s. So I chatted and caught up with another friend. D eventually finished his thumb exercises and joined into the conversation. I soon found myself enjoying D’s company and I noticed he was becoming quite attentive to me. He casually asked for my number and I gave it to him without thinking much about it. Then there were the slight touch of the bicep, tapping the thighs when I say something funny, the quick glance now and then, the knowing smiles… All of which I tried very hard to ignore while I kept telling myself to behave… it’s nothing, he’s just a nice guy…..Because, yes, I’m still dating K..

D and a bunch of other friends are flying to Bangkok for a party next weekend and they’ve asked me to join them. D kept on saying I should fly in as well. He told me who was going on the trip and I jokingly said, “Good! No one I’ve slept with.”

To which he quickly responded, “…Yet”

I laughed at this while my mind was thinking, “Hmmmmmm....”

D and I left soon after. Separately, oy. Me with my other friends while D said he was going home. And I thought that was the end of the harmless flirtation for our party of two.

But now I’m back in Singapore and D has been sms’ing and trying to convince me to pop in BKK. When I finally said I really can’t go, he said he’ll just fly in Singapore soon.


Uh-oh… what have I done?